Online Math Class????

I have always had a little bit of trouble with math. It is not exactly my strongest subject not that I am completely horrible at it though. This is my first college math class and I do not understand why it is formatted the way it is. Well I sort of can, for administrators convenience. Although convenience is not really all that conducive to students learning.

I sat in my math class every time for the topics covered for the first exam. I got a C on the exam. Did all of the online homework and even reviewed. Still a C. The next exam, I did not go to any classes. My grade, a B. I thought myself better using the online materials than I did trying to listen to the lectures. Although the online information helped me better, it still does not compete with having to do hand written assignments from a textbook. Not all situations are covered in the handful of questions that must be completed. I do not understand why a student's success should be jeopardized for the convenience of the faculty. it is completely ridiculous!

I am now trying to figure out math homework as I am typing. I took a quick break to type this of course. I am experiencing a lot of aggravation at the program because it does not want to work properly with the computer I am using. I am not able to use my own because it crashed a week ago. Just another problem I can add to my list that has occurred this semester. I swear it is like the forces of nature are against my completing college without mass aggravations. The first semester of college my ex boyfriend died in a horrid car accident the week before finals. The second semester my mother moved down right before finals and my step father started to harass me thinking I was to blame. And, this semester I have had to deal with the FBI my dads gambling, his car accident, and his tumor that came back, plus my computer dying! How much can one person deal with!